| Guatemala was basically incredible. I miss it already.
Adorable little kids chasing you.. "HOLA HOLA. un quetzal". The clear
torquoise water. Endless amount of tortillas. Riding in a pickup truck
everywhere. Drool and toothpaste on the kid's faces. Being in a cloud.
(Being called China). 90% of our conversations being about diahrea or
constipation. Crazy thunderstorms. Daniel, Marco, SungHwa, and Walfred.
3 pan dulces for only 1 quetzal. The black sand beach. Haggling. "Do
you believe in love after love?". Oso, china, grenga, pechos y pollo
loco. Crazy bus driver almost killing us multiple times. Dancing in the
pouring rain. Dipping Chiky's in coffee. Hella good hot sauce. Juanes
and raggaetone. "Hola mamasita!". Awsome view of the three volcanoes.
Incredibly friendly and short Guatemalans. "Un poquito pasta de dientes
es perfecto."
Chocobanans!
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| It's good to feel hopeless at times..
cause you eventually realize it's not
and then it feels really good to breathe again.
I love this girl...
I see so much of me in her.
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| Happy Birthday to Me!!
Thank you all for all the calls and hugs and kisses and money and presents and facebook/myspace comments =)
I was basically spoiled this whole week. It was spectacularly awsome.
It was a very happy birthday indeed.
Maaaann Turning 18 just reminds me how much more growing up i need to do...
I will..
but not just yet...
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| Hmmm So it's been a while I guess.. Honestly, I've had so
much on my mind that if i tried to say it all in here, it wouldnt have
been pretty =/. It would be one biiiig mess. And I admit that another
reason i've been avoiding to update this is that I'm extremely
self-conscious about my writing. It's just something I'm not good at at
all. I feel completely stupid when I write.
But I also
realized that all I've been thinking about lately was all the things i
suck at... which makes me worse and worse at everything I do,
eventually to the point where I stop trying ... like updating my xanga
blog for example.
But I guess I've overcome this ... since I'm here... =) and I know you guys missed me.
I also also realized... I need to take more chances. Holding back is no good.
Holding back will not get you anywhere. Holding back to protect your
heart will keep it from getting hurt, but also will make you very very
lonely. It's like a
pool party where all your friends are in the water having fun... and
you're not even out on the side... you're inside the house watching
from the window... its no fun.We need to stop being afraid to love and
take a chance....
LIke that Abba song... Take a chance take a chance take a chance.... Take a chance on me..
It's past midnight and I have finals tomorrow. Sooo, I'll stop rambling and goodnight.
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